Lurve is puurfect but people are not...

sorie uhs..

2005-12-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

heyyz! i'm back once again after wat lyk abt feww days ONLIE.. heee.. hahaks.. sowie pple.. erm, juz felt lazy n tired of my blogskin now that ive changed it i feel much keen in updatin hehe.. nice not? do write ur comments on ma tag board dun malu2 yeah.. btw, newant can help me i want write sumthink on e front page n put song to ma blog help plsh sumbody or anybody.. hehe.. urm, later ill be goink out.. so better get readi.. chaioosss... byezz.. tag me up peeps! =))

those feelings still lingers.. BUT whyy?

2005-12-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

haish.. hahaks.. forget it.. those feelings for mrcrush r still there.. upon hearing mrcrush getting back wit his ex.. i suddently felt down for no reason.. hais.. i haf someone but those feelings still lingers.. but whyy? can't i get mrcrush outta off ma mind?! its gettin me those pains in my heart again.. haiyo.. its juz great to hear them geting back together but sumhow i felt weird. its thou im still waiting for him but now i finally found out i've got no farkin chance at all.. okok. effa, WADEVA! im still attached and im gonna move on. he did so whyy shouldnt i ryte? kk forget him. silent tears but i'll juz go shutz! the end! the unpredictable heart as usual.. got nothink to say but pity my guy.. he's hurt upon seeing me diz wae. but i cant hide these feelings, cud i? kk, wadeva.. toady wen out woke up late bah late.. meet him. had fun missed him went back. talk2.. den done. i lazy ar wanna write lyk no mood liao. so farkin weird.. UNPREDICTABLE me.. bye.~

migrane ATTACK again!

2005-12-01T17:27:00.000+08:00

gosh.. woke up ard 6plus am.. den get back to sleep till 10.59am.. hahaks.. sum1 woke up earli.. hehe.. today alil bored nothink much to do. wana go out oso lyk lazy seyy.. den dari pagi pening2 seyy.. haishh.. wen nenek place ate lunch.. den husaini called.. talk2 den i wen home lah.. got some important stuffs to do.. den i sleep.. hahaks.. yeah today i sleep onli la.. now oso still havink migrane liao.. haiyoo.. any gud medicine to stop it! its realli farkin annoyink liao.. & i dun wish to take to much panadols either.. later i become drup addict.. hahaks.. crazieee!~ hmm.. kla till here.. ill update again for sure.. borinkk day todaeeeeeee! tataz..

here i go lepakin again.. OHNO!

2005-11-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

hahaks.. so i woke up at 8am rushed myself to de toilet so on n so on.. den came out ard 8.30= ehk? den call wan late.. when i was suppose to at 8.15am hehe.. sorie dear.. yeah, den havink second toughts abt goink tau sal da lambat bih darlink told me to go den i oso saw sum still lyk walkin so i hack care & wen still.. wah, semua masi relax2.. buat suspend onlie liao.. hahaks! lucky i came.. im juz lucky huh? i guess so sumtym.. yeah,den ms sip ended early after havink sectionals den full band playin e new score.. nice lovely song i'd rather say.. erm, yeah den ms sip ended ard 12.15 yeah n sum pple ryte dunu how to wait kept on callink me.. wahlau! hahaks.. understand understood mah.. singaporeans all kiasu.. den dunu how to wait a bit oso.. hehe.. i oso same at tyms.. i admit.. yeah, den wen back wit mai den took bus 17 as mai insisted den on e wae pple called.. den wen to interchange waited for my honey.. met him den we went to junction 8 & compass point.. yeah, my casper plan wit izzah all cancelled coz of that sum1 liao.. haiyo.. hahaks.. tkpe.. den met izzah at cp den walk2 den lepak2 alek ard 6.52pm kalu tak salah.. mama waasn't home yet.. hahaks.. went to bathe den jap agik mama&abah came back.. den i was sittink by e couch wit ol e adeqs2 n izzah den tertidoo sey.. hahaks.. to tired wit migrane sumore.. poor think tk terlyn izzah sgt.. my apologies dear cuzzie.. =) till here.. glad to have met him.. lovink ya dearie.. muahkz!

erm....

2005-11-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

today!

in e mornink alarm kul 8.10am but den tido alek.. ard 8.20am sum1 called me lucky sia if not i late oreadi.. hahaks.. achhoooo!~ gosh! dari semlm seyy ohno! dun tell me im gettink my flu back.. noo0o0o0o0! tak sanggup.. nie idung nak kenek ar.. hehe.. wadeva effa! yeah man, wadeva.. haha! arghh! hidung saket.. haiyoo.. tomoro got band liao.. gosh! muz go.. den i think goink out after band to interchange.. ehk, da so long tym i neva take bus to merayap sia diz year.. ala, single mah den concentrate on exams summore.. gosh! hahaks.. sum1 goink camp next week liao on e days i got muis writen exam! urghh! gonna miz u badly dear.. kla.. ill update again later or wad.. now muz keep everythink inside.. later i write pple angry liao.. be back soon..

s0o in lurvee.. hahaks!

2005-11-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

erm, okeh ignore e headline.. i juz didnt noe wad to write.. so in e mornink i wen madrasah got oral bacaan.. think i will loose 25% of that coz of e tafsiran.. wadeva.. i dun actualie care.. yeah.. tomorow's my solat subut n wuduk oral.. so yeah.. study at nyte liao.. erm, yeah n lyk durnig e bacaan i can hear myself lyk slang sini slang sana. i wonder wads wit my tongue.. i cant speak malay fluently siao.. haiyo.. nevamind i wun blame my parents for tat.. haha.. coz all of us speak more english den malay.. my adeqs ol malay baku gile n lyk a bit cacat sia wen ey tok... lyk me oso la.. hehe.. so i didnt go for band coz had tat oral.. mama wen out wit adeqs to jb wit my 2 otha aunties.. i gave excuses that i had to study n bla3.. hehe.. but i ended up meetink wit *diz* guy at bustop 89.. hahaks.. yeah.. saw him lyk so happie liao.. missed him so so damn much.. wonder how willl it be wen i go for ma holidays from e 20th december seyy.. how ar wan?? hehe.. merane la sekali sekala.. yeah.. i got 4 stupid ugly marks on my neck in bright red bcoz of HIM.. idiot! hahaks.. da buat bih rase guilty sendiri.. haha! dun worry la.. nothink will happen.. yeah.. den antar dia alek bustop made him miss 2 ke 3 buss den da lame tunggu e 3 ke 4 bus dier naek padahal pat belakang nyer bus kosong haha! so izzahfollowed me go home pack ma stuffs.. i bathe.. den p lp foodcourt bought our fav. tomyam mee.. hahaks.. tkya p jb juz to eat it oreadi.. huahuahua.!~ den wen home get my stuffs den tdo uma izzah.. yang lain tkya tau.. juz tat mlm to i missed u again! haha..

she crazie

2005-11-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

yeah! rather crazie over eu! hahaks lurve u.lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u.lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. lurve u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. miss u. hahaks.. u noe who u are.. =)

STRESSED UP!

2005-11-27T14:24:00.000+08:00

Heyya.. do forgive me & ignore yesterday's post date.. haha! skewl holidays mah,so date oso forget.. haha! haiyoo.. so damn stressed up.. wanna noe whyy? coz ryte,in the morning wake up laa hapie2 in the afternoon had plans goink out wit family.. den i was lyink down on my bed wen my maid came up to me tellink me i got MUIS exam today! siao ar.. i was shocked den go checkout la sekali tomorrow! wahlau! so stress sia.. den i wake up talk to him for a while took a bathe started studyink till 1plus.. gosh! stress sey.. tml is oral den wit tafsirran sumor liao... dalah my malay susah nak bual ti terslang2.. tak biase ar.. arghh gosh! help me out bibik! hahaks.. yeah,so coz of e exams i neva go out.. hehe.. tkpe stay home study at least no need wear baju kurung go out go jemputan.. haha! hmm,semlm i was so happie coz i made my darlink smile soo much n he was so happie.. haha.. sampai pakcik2 semua nan ibu2 dia tanye kenapa.. hahaks.. lurve ya. miss ya. so sorie sal plans besok terpakse cancel.. hahaks. i got ngaji from 9sm-11am, muis oral from 9am-1pm, full band from 9am-12.30pm. haha! but all compulsery but palink important MUIS exam laio.. so better go lorr.. hmm,after that i guess i'll be meetink up wit darlinkk. =) *smiles* someone semlm sampai terlonjat2 kau! haha.. semlm munirah called.. haha.. sumhow i felt i had to tell of my improvement in being setia.. hahaks.. she said gud but she's hopin it'll be foreva.. hahaks.. yeah, i understand oso e part tkmo fall inlurve sangat ti saket hati pun susah.. so kene half2 ryte honeypie kakak! hahaks.. lurp yea gerl.. btw, GEEK sorry yea i ONLI goink for MUIS exam no ngaji nor band.. haiyo.. tuesday pun ada oral sia.. ohno! stress! de n next weeknye mon-wed pun ada the few papers & finally its over! haha.. can't wait for that day! haiyo, later my darlink goink jb wit his family alahrr.. rindu lagik la nanti.. gosh! =( *Sobs* newae, do take care yeah.. & dun forget meeh! hahaks.. darlinkk... i miss you sooo much.. i'll still be lurvink ya boi.. mwahkz! i'll update again soon.. mau start belajar lagik dong.. hehe.. tatazz!

wass up?

2005-11-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

felt fear grip my heart.. it told me to stop my egoness & attitude coz it aint goink anywhere.. yeah, and it was very true.. if not for ol that i've tried to be juz for him will juz be wasted.. haish.. thnx izzah for the help last nyte orelse i guess i'll end it there at that moment & get goink to my dreamland crying in bed ol nyte long.. haha! wanna noe sumthink.. i gave sum1 else a chance to being a new life wit me & help me forget mrcrush.. & i did everythink to make the relasionship go well but recently guess im being over protective & ego towards him for dunu wad? guess dis is my ferst bloody tym tryin to be setia and damn farkin afriad to be bustered. hai! & it was the bloody freak ferst tyme i cried for the guy i lurve! gosh! cud u believe it munirah!? haf i changed? i guess so.. but after wad happened last nyte sunddently diz came e pass my mind( i knew i shudnt haf believed him & e relasionship, i was stupid to forget mrcrush, i reali regreted sia & wads e use?!) diz evil tots came in ma mind.. causin my to get farkin angry at him & not think b4 i sae a werd or two after that.. & for that i wanna apologis iswan.. please forgive me? sunddently my heart turned bLaQue again but no, i'm gonna lurve u truely but if its really not our fate den there's nothink mor i wud lykt to say.. haiss.. & izzah thnx so much for e help yea.. yea ezfanurah, cuzie lurp foreva.. hahaks.. lurp ya gerl.. =) yea,last nyte slept over izzah place.. hahaks rindu ar da lame tk tido sane.. lame tk dgr nenek bangunkan pagi2.. hehe.. nie pun aru alek.. hahaks.. GEEK see ya on tuesday.. monday i got band.. mwahks! nice not my skin.? hehe.. =) she smiles.. effa <3 iswan. lurve ya darlink.. hup u'll be there for me till the veri last day we are together.. taking care.. outz!

k im back..

2005-11-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

heyya.. im at my cuzins place.. hehe.. my computer sort sia juz now so i came here.. yeah.. so err, lyf goink on well fine.. wit me missing him n so onn.. hahaks.. yeah.. last nyt i slept at 1am liao.. earli ryt? hahaks.. newae, yea juz changed my layout.. nice or not? newae, do tag if ur reading up my blog yeah.. actualie, nari nak p jalan raye abis2 semua tk jadi.. bagus2.. hahaks.. tkpe la.. can forget abt it sudah.. raye pun dah nak abis.. hahaks.. monday got band liao.. 9.30 till 12.30 den meetink up wit wan den goink outz.. nta la p ane da uroh dia plan.. hahaks.. semlm munirah msg.. askin me to teman her diz saturday at her house so she wunt feel kekok coz zulfadli cummin wit his gerl to her house for raye.. mepek sia he.. biasela bangge da ada matair yg dia sayang same2.. hahaks.. so tot mayb nak ajak wan n izzah p uma dia.. abisla da ramai2 gile2 conferm kecoh rabakz.. kwang3.. yeah so lyk tat la.. yea.. day by day i am lurvink him more.. hahaks.. i noe hu im referink too..

wad haf i got for today?!

2005-11-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

ARGHH! hi & bye ajela.. computer da gila buat hal.. sorie.. update mlm aje.

eu asked me whyy;

2005-11-25T03:01:00.001+08:00

eu made me fall for u badly & believe in ur lurve for me!

Now i've really fallen for u but mrcrush still 1% in my heart.. i wanna try get him out ol the way & lurve u 100% uh.. help me more dear.. gosh! didnt noe it was diz tough.. -<-@ *EighteeNovembeR* @->- yeah.. till the last day tat we break up ill still be lurvink ya boy.. mwuahks.. neva felt diz way b4.. hold my hand tight & neva let me go darlinkk.. effa is tryink to be setia.. yahooo..!~ hahaks.. =D u've changed me boy.. thnx.. lurp ya for as long as i cud yeah.. i miss u ryte now.. miss ur everthink.. hupfully i cud meet u by today yea.. heheks. hupfully i said! bbluek! haf fun at judo huh? haha! k enuf abt him now abt me.. aper ar.. lame sey tak update.. malas sey nak tulis.. kwang3.. hehe... biasela da bz nan mataer semua put away.. newae, set my mind oreadi.. gonna try forget mrcrush.. i feel that its no use if i'm juz gonna clap on 1 side.. haishh.. GOSH! he may b my dream guy but i may find sum1 better den him.. so please dunt make me fall for u again mrcrush.. i cant bare to fall for u again.. juz to forget it hurts so farkink much.. hey to MUHD happy 19th birthday.. may u enjoy ur day! take care pal.. learn to smile.. =)

okeh cool

2005-11-19T05:00:00.000+08:00

heya.. sorie didnt update wsa bz.. ytd went out p mustafa centre carik my mp3 n ipod.. but i bought mp3.. hehe.. at last one for my self.. den wen for lunch at gayatri. takle termakan sey.. makan sikit cam nak muntah.. but the food is nice... dunu wants wit ma appititte nowdays sia.. asik2 nak mkn ada je.. haishh.. erm, blaque mp3.. hehe.. =p goink kakak house to download my soungs yehoo.. im so happy.. blah3.. okeh2.. yeah.. da la itu je.. malas nak tulis banyak2.. now im hungary nak makan lunch n breakfast.. buhbye..

hehe.. guess wad?

2005-11-17T05:56:00.000+08:00

NYEYEYEYEHSS.. i bought my butterfly blaque watch juz now! wheee!~ dunu y im wasting my money on watches sia.. juz lurve them.. da ada swatch, adidas, butterfly watch da dua.. khehehe.. ytd i ask e aunty e watch how much she say $8 bucks tau! bih i told her okeh tml i cum ada duit semlm but tkda org nak ask weather nice or not.. so nari pi after band bih semua ckp kindda nice.. bih i ask e aunt how much ar.. now she say $15 sia.. i was lyk hu? semlm ko kate lain nari lain.. giler pe.. den i sae ar ytd i cum onli $8 sia.. den after tat org dia fikir2 bih i say or maybe $6 bih dia terus ckp oh yea yea.. today $8.. haha! tapi mmg tul ar its $8 bukan $15 sia.. haha but den balik i wear lyk tk kene sgt ar.. but e butterfly damn nice.. den my maid namapk bih dia ckp dia nak den i say okeh la.. pape kite share2 la kay.. hehe.. =) happy me! tataz.. mama kacau ar.. org aru nak tido dgn sunyi terus kene bangun ada org nk dtg.. nie da sampai pon.. i gtg ar.. so sorie.. bye.. =))

yesha life isn't bad after all..

2005-11-16T10:55:00.000+08:00

mama bought me an adidas white watch is rather common now.. hahaks.. yahoo! but im still gonna get another black butterfly watch.. nyenyenyess.. bluek! gosh! wonder y suddently im so crazie over these watches.. wen actualie i want a new plan,number,6230i &an ipod nano! haha.. tkpe la.. im happie wit wad i haf now oreadi.. juz gonna walk ard n find an ipod or mp3 for myself.. hehee.. juz finish band.. came back home.. wah! tat conductor ar lyk to pickpoint pple one hor.. so darn farkin irritating liao.. den dunu how to finish sharp at 5.30pm sia.. idiotic.. haha.. semlm talked to kir.. after so long n he claims to miss me n wanna met.. bla3.. ye kan aje la ngan lelaki gini.. bih ada si iswan pulak kwn primary skewl izzah.. haha.. isnt it cool to get to know someone hu's ur cuzins ex=primary skewl mate? kewl huh? =)) khehe..hahaks.. i guess someone is falling for me.. haishh.. but i still got a heart for that guy.. mrcrush sia.. but its days now since we last chat n sms sia.. haishh guess i wanna msg him tonyte.. reali reali miss him but i think he doesnt miss me.. haishh.. tkpela.. i understand he is stil heartbrokened to find out his ex is attached.. gosh! tat bad.. but dunt worry mrcrush i'll b there for u at all times i promise.. =) until here.. wanna get readi for solat..

i enjoyed my open house

2005-11-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

wow! im so tired after the open house. had lots of fun wit my cuzzie takin fotos n stuffs.. pple cummin.. gettin me presents sum gave me money.. malu seyy hahaks..
but i really had so much fun.. i suddently felt so gud i didnt noe y.. its lyk im suddently so happy.. lurved n cool.. realli sey.. alhamdulilah ehk. mayb coz semlm not ma day so today mayb the day lor.. =Dnie pun aru je bis mandie.. my darlink sistakurp got me a mug n notebook for my bdaae. sweet sey!!! but the mug was wad i was gonna buy for her on the 18th of december sey.. sedih siak tkpe2 ill return u tat mug so we both haf e same one kays.. Muahkz! lurp ya sis.. thanx for being there for me all this year n treasurin meh! yeyeh! kLa im gettink tired wanna count money den go toh bedd.. tatas..

cried ol day.. happy bdae effa!

2005-11-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

i went out finally after being forced by mum.. okeh she said no on gettin hp.. so i juz stood there n shut up! i hate arguing coz once she says no it foreva means noh! so wads e use ryte? yeah-yeah.. can't be bothered oreadi la.. really moody n had no mood at all.. ended up walkin at tm wit a long face.. lookin at stuffs.. mum got me 2 perfumes from bodyshop. thnx.. got nothing that i wished or wanted! no ipod.. mp3 nor hp.. hahaks.. =D/ gosh! it was a damn fun day ryte? looked for e white adidas watch but lain kolour ada yg putih takde.. selalu gitu sey.. juz not my lucky day or even bdae again! nak balek p order kek untuk tml open house.. itu pun setengah hati nak celebrate oreadi sey.. pi whitesands beli swensens nye ice-cream kek.. yela i dun eat CAKE remember? so wen to pak busu place eat itu pun serius da tkde mood langsung nak cut kek sey.. i cry stop cry again stop.. bih tahan nangis lagi.. haishh.. den pak busu keluar bacekan doa selamat for me.. thnx pak busu.. nenek n him gave me money.. thanx once again.. i think ezza saw how i feel n knew how i felt thru out.. abg yazid tegor.. bdae gerl muram je muker.. macam maner nak senyum? bdae mcm bukan.. haishh.. tkpe la.. aper nak uat.. :'( i waited years to juz get a phn n ol tat i wanted but yeah nu hup la kan.. newae, thnx for everythink mum.. at least i got smtg n sum pple to celebrate it with ryte? i rather apprieciate it now.. abah lak keje nie pun aru alek so he tk realli celebrate it.. dalah.. im havina bad headache sia.. i'll end it here n get goinkk.. happy bdae once again iffah zhafirah! =)

i knew the day was gonna be owefull.. :'(

2005-11-12T06:28:00.000+08:00

haishh.. pagi2 bute da no mood.. zhafran n his tricks in e morning i woke up for subuh oreadi den jap agik bibik n zhafran bangunkan lagik.. ckp subuh2 i tot wad lah ek.. sekali dua2 kertawe ckp happy birthday.. so sweet kan? hahakz.. bih tido balik.. den pagi mama ajak pi loyang point to get stuffs for tml open house.. yeah.. b4 tat chat wit izzah.. she said mayb ayah gettin her new hp by today.. fun ryte.. my b'dae she get wad she wants n i not gettin my new hp.. guess its juz my luck.. mama said, itu nanti n level ley cite.. wahlao! i waited so long now i've got to wait till n levels.. haishh..yeah! i'm ego she said no so y e hell shud i argue more.. uat sakit hati lagik ajer.. haishh.. tot of goink out wit munirah but da tkde mood nie nak keluar aper kans.. haii.. newae, gud for eza la finally she gettink her new hp.. hup u haf lots of fun yeah.. =) dunt worry im still happy myself.. act je sedih.. see.. Geee.. --> =D.. erm, nampaknye ti mama nk ajak pi tamp buy me wad i want but i dun feel lyk it oreadi sia.. alahrr.. tkde mod sia!! arghh.. bye la.. i wann get sum sleep. hup i'll feel better after that..

Im sixteen. Its my 16th bdae..

2005-11-12T03:07:00.000+08:00

Its my birthdae.. yahoo.. im sixteen now but still under control by my parents.. still young actualie.. hehekz.. but can watch nc16 movies oreadi.. hahaks.. erm,thnx alot to those how wished me yeah! thanx fo even remembering.. lols.. from 12midnight received lots of msgs wishing me.. so happy.. =D i'm wishing to get a new hp which is 6230i & a new new & new plan!! pleashh mummy & daddy.. or an ipod nano!!!! lols.. can't wait for tml open house n lil family celebration coz friends tak ramai yg conferm n i DUNT eat cake so no use orderin cake.. Thankz mum! lurve yea!

today?

2005-11-11T06:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today woke up early wen to pasar wit mummy for open house on sat.. a day more to my bdae. hehe.. semlm abah tk alek so we wen out till late nyte.. hehekz.. kecian abah werk kite yg enjoy.. wen serangoon bought some sweet n chocolates.. lalala!~ den while walkin mama asked me to take a look at the ipod that i want n see its cost but i didnt want coz i wanted a new hp wit new line n new number wit mp3 inside.. but she was sayin lyk she didnt lyke the idea coz its gonna disturb me in my studies n so on..yeah actualie quite true but i insist on gettin a new phone.. i want 6230i!!! please mummy.. hmm.. but kalau tk dpt takpe.. next year pun okay.. diz year i buy ipod den.. hehe.. yeah. im frikle mindded i noe! shut-up okeh! hahakz.. erm, tgh holiday2 nie naik boring sey mcm nothing much to do.. nk belajar mcm stil holiday mood.. by next week i think ill be goink out to get n level assesment book.. wanna get started.. get thru n & o levels.. n go poly.. hehekz.. i wanna b a lawyer or sum social volunter alah i dunu how to explain its lyk helpin people into religious stuff.. understand more n helpin my own society yeah.. lyke wad mendaki is duinkk.. u noe wad?! mama said mayb next two years after my o she is sending me to australia to study.. isnt tat cool? im soo happy sia.. den in mayb around 5 years tym we as a family wud be migrating there.. yeahooo! =D insyallah.. hmm.. kLa sampai sini ajer.. nak ti tlg ibu den go neneks place n temankan si ezza tuh! bluek Xp

Yeah!

2005-11-03T03:57:00.000+08:00

"SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa!"

Tomorow dah raye, yeyeh! hehe.. but i wunt be celebratin much diz year.. Urm, haishh.. I'm lost for werds.. dah lame sey tak blog ada banyak cerite but takde time nak tulis sey.. Busy goink out wit my mum gettin stuffs for raye and i am so happie dis year my bedsheet is butterfly. yahooo! Its damn nice sia.. I dun't noe why but diz year i see so much buterfly ard me man! Its like everywhere i go i see things gotta do wit butterfly.. hahakz. I'm still waiting for my mrcrush no matter wad! But sad diz few days havent seen him.. Miss him! =/ Newae, i wanna wish Selamat hari raye kepada semua budak2 melayu & mohan ampun dan maaf ye jikalau ada persilihan faham dan sebagainyer.. Harap dimaafkan.. =) haf fun u guy tomoro.. collect money lots2 kays.. tatazz..

ahhhhhh..

2005-11-03T03:48:00.000+08:00

Erm,life's tough man! Haishh.. So sad tml da raye so fast da one month seyy.. Da takya puase lagik.. Sob3.. :( Tomoro da ley start collect duit raye YEYEH! hahakz.. Semlm malam da satu bulan arwah mak cik aku da meninggal.. Haizz.. Time is so FAST! Wow & tomoro da raye i wonder how is it gonna be for her family.. Gosh! sad,sad,sad life.. I miss her too man.. I wunt forget everytym wen we go there she wud be sittin down wit us talkin & laughin.. Tat smile of hers i miss so much.. Wad's wit my dad diz days man! GOSH! He is lyk tryin his luck to irritate me & gettin me angry for sum stupid reasons.. Bih tak reasonable seyy.. Benda yang got nothing to do with it pun keluar.. Tulah susahkan kalau ada bapak yg macam nie.. Haishh.. Yeah,next year naik sec 4.. Failed onli one stupid subject.. hahakz.. Gonna werk hard for my "n" level uh..

urghh.. ez sae im back to write..

2005-10-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hey! Its been days since i blog.. yeah-yeah,bulan ramadhan mah pergi buat ibadah pat masjid & help my mum at werk.. haishh.. so tired lately.. everyday alek skewl kene ikot mama pi office den from there pi jurong fetch abah den pi masjid or kedai too buka puase.. haishh.. want to buke pat uma nenek but mama say last ten days must pi mosque.. ya,so i did.. wad an obedient daughter i am.. wOw! hahaakz.. wed, thurs neva go skewl lazy.. hahakz.. dgr2 Mrs amy loh marah but im chairman mah,conferm tak kene rabaknye.. hehe.. ish3.. nari pi skewl bih dapat report book! mama cum at 12plus after sending my adeqs2 to skewl.. hehe.. i too was a bit dissapointed for my results after combine ngan class test turun sey markah.. geram sey.. haishh.. but i failed onli combine humanities.. yeah.. 2months break gona buckup pull up my socks n do better.. i wanna go poly but dream for JC.. but ntah la.. tgk mcmne nanti.. haish... i wanna take my o paper!!!! oh god the mighty gracious help me out aytee.. thnx.. =)) till here ar.. later can update sumore... tatazz..

LURVE

2005-10-25T03:00:00.000+08:00

In love, there muz be sacrifices
for those whom we love;
But love doesn't come in sizes
It comes like a baby after birth

In love, there are highs & Lows
Facing hapPIness and pAINFUl sorrows;
Not onlY Female lOVERS WILl FOlLow
But alSO LOVE OF thier belOVED HEROES

It is hard to expRESS ONE's LoVE
IT CAn BE ROMANTIC, NEUTRAL OR FulL of NERVE;
bUT anybodY caN lOve SOmEONE FulL of WORTH
lIKE ADoraBLE, LOVin TURTLE DOVES

Love cannot be explaIned iN WERDS
BUT IT CAN BE SHOWn lIKE TWO lOVING BIRDS;
we cannot treat Love lYK dirt
Or one of The lOVERS MAY be hURT

Lovers aLWAYs HAve High hopes
in thier studies, i don't know how they cope;
But failuer in love caN bE LIke a PIece of SOaP
FallINg doWN fRoM a VERY steEP SlOPe

HELP ME SOMEONE!

2005-10-25T02:20:00.000+08:00

"I've got a crush on him..!"

MANN! i can't take anymore.. this feelings for him i've kept for too long... Gosh, i liked him since sec 1 when we met at my aunts tution but i stop so we didnt get to talk.. in sec 2 i forgotten about him.. at the end of secondary three i saw him and these feelings that i've got for him gets stronger day by day.. Gosh!! but i dare not tell him that i've got a crush on him on being afraid to loose him.. Slowly,i became his friend.. We smile wen we collide, we chat in msn, we even talk openly about our problems.. but i think he onli treats me as a friend! coz i gave him advises more as a friend who cares.. & tat was the wrong move i made tat till now he still doesn't noe that i've got a crush on him! urghhh... i'm afraid to tell him directly, i tried indirectly oreadi but unnoticed yet.. waiting for him to findout for himself till wen wud he.. haishh.. can't get diz feeling out of me.. its juz tat i want him foreverrr... i can't even bare to loose him.. we message more lyk close friends.. Or maybe on second thought he noes but aint want me to see soo but.. urghh.. i dun't noe!! IF UR READING MY BLOG N NOE HU U R, PLS TELL ME TAT U LURVE ME & WANT ME TOO! for now all i need is lurve and care from eu.. no one else is avaliable except u.. i noe diz may be hard as u stil lurve her.. i may be the next 1 hu cud help u get ur happiness n boredom back again.. please gif me a chance to do so boy.. ='(

holidays are bored man!

2005-10-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

" haishhhh... "

Theres no skewl tosay..because of the moderation thingy... bored man! stay home got nothing to do sia.. I wanna find job but got no job that suits for me as im too choosy.. hahakz.. Saturday had family gathering at arwah mak jah house,quite a lot came.. Mama cooked nasi rawan then abg ilmi bawak pizza 241,cik kamal bawak nasi beryani & some kueh-kueh.. Wah! den lyk suddently got soo much to eat liao! haishh. semenjak arwah mak jah left,rumah itu da sunyi sehh & pak busu & yazid senang marah uh.. It's not lyk last time oreadi sia.. Not much smiles.. laugthers.. jokes.. you cud even here the sound of the wind..! It's realli sad she had to leave us.. i Lurved her so much.. she's soo caring not lyk my own mom.. I wish she was well & wud still be around to see us grow up.. haishh..

all i need is someone to care & lurve wit all his heart...

2005-10-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

"cAn'T kEEp DiZ fEEliNgs MuCh LonGer b0y.."

Please be gentle with my eyes, for i've shed too many tears..
Be gentle with my ears, for i've heard too many lies...
Be gentle with my heart, for it's shattered into pieces....
Be gentle with my body, for i've had too many knocks....

PlEasE teLL mE tAt Eu LuRvE mE bOy, f0r mY hEaRt nEEds s0Me0nE LyKe Eu t0 cArE f0r..

a week more & its sskewl holiday!

2005-10-22T04:06:00.000+08:00

HIE! I'm backk... hehekz.. urm, nari skewl was bored.. damn bored sey.. if i noe i neva go.. I kept on sneezin in class sey tadi.. aper nak buat kan da sakit.. Afiqah la nie.. pi me her germz.. BLUEKZ! hehekz.. It was continuesli somemore.. wahlau! paisey.. kelas pey la sikit org.. ish,ish,ish.. aper nak jadi.. effa step je bual padahal next week da plan tkmo datang skola.. haha! =) bih got nothing to do my as well i sit home wad?! ryte not? =| Narie sec 4 students graduate... haiyo tak fair! haha.. if only.. haishh.. forget it.. it in the past.. so.. oh ya! i wanna thank AFIQAH for helping me out in this bloggie ayteee.. LUrrrpppz u so0o0o0o0ooo much.. Muahhhzkkkzkzzzz! hhehehekzz.

ACHHHHOOOOOOOOOO!

allhamdulilah.. ish3.. my nose is running and i need tons of tissue boxx.. Gosh! hup i get well soon.. da nak raya.. bih birthday lagik.. takkan nak sakit kan.. ish3.. kLa update soon honey bunch.. Muahh! tatazz..

she smiled!

2005-10-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

yippieee!~

i passed my examz.. Tkya moderation lah! conferm naik secondary 4.. hehekz.. Next year no play2.. must buck up n study smart for my n levels.. i wana get into secondary 5 uh! den take o levels den gooo Poly hupfullie kalau boleh JC it wud be better.. =) Juwita pass kau! dia pass English, Malay & Eoa.. sibuk siak.. tkpe sekarang pass ti o level abis ar dia.. HAHA! Gosh, i am rather evil! Muahahahha.. forgive me but her attitude Sux big tym.. ish.. dosa aje.. bulan puase nie.. EHHH!!!

sabar lum abis doks!

i was shocked sia get english paper 1 i failed coz lil bit out of the point tapi the marker said i haf gud language & phases.. Gee, happie la but fail kau! bih yg report writing pass.. bih.. da bual2 sekali Mr bay ckp highest paper two 'Iffah fuyooh! punyelah terperanjat.. but i realli think i am to be given so.. Hazam jeles he got 1 mark less den me.. dia ambik my paper to get extra marks.. cukup tyme.. dia dapat lepas tu aku pun pi carik masib2 dapat kau satu mark lagik... so i remain the only higest.. hehekz.. sooooo happie seyy.. onLi my heart understands.. <3

Resultzzz...

2005-10-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

Fuyoooh!! dapat results alek uh.. scary dokz.. i managed to pass, malay haha.. mathematics,even wit tons of carelessness.. hehehekz.. eoa, i get "a".. yeyeh! i won maisurah for eoa,history.. haha! but dia menang aku melayu & mathematics kau! hpmx! tkpe mai.. "n" ada.. haishh.. da happie sangat bih terus tuh sakit alek sey.. migrane siak! haish.. alek skewl.. tukar baju tidur all e way.. bangun masih sakit.. da buke puase.. terus makan panadol.. Nari tak pergi band uh.. terpaksa.. maklum orang sakit kan.. hehe.. Wemessaged again! i felt much better.. but still, does *he* know that i've got a crush on him?! i wonder.. sometimes lurve hurts so badly.. When i lyk that someone,its turns out that he may juz wanna be my friend.. but when i dun treat somebody lyke a friend, he turns out to be my guy.. haiiss.. I simply dun understand lyf.. It's full wit obstacles.. But no matter wad i'll live my life happily n fully till my very last breathe.. =)

A new account made by me, myself & i..

2005-10-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

I MADE A BLOG MYSELF LAST NYTE... hahaks.. cud u believe it.. i couldn't sleep due to some occasions... & i did diz.. finally i made it.. hehekz.. felt gud.. haishh.. yesterday was ok. i rather not say much. hmm.. i'll start posting now that ive got a blog.. hehekz..